and i walk into the pain of new story, what should i do? i just can handle this pain by own
i know everything clearer but i just can't control my feeling
i know i'm wrong i hurt myself. apologize
i know some stories just can't be removed it stay in the deeply inside the heart no matter how a person try to erase it it still will be there.
missing someone is a terrible sickness for me, i hate be waiting and i'm too tired for waiting everything from before. although he's gone but i still stand at the place we used to meet
am i a fool? yes, i'm too foolish in everything and my relationship and that's why i never realize that the lier is cheating on me. and never realize that everything was wrong until the person i used to love leaving me.
everyone said let the bygone be bygone, its cruel but its a truth.
thanks for the ex leaving me, i become stronger
thanks for the hurt, and i'm awake
thanks for the lie, i know how to protect myself even i know i still believe easily
thanks for the leave, i will and must meet a better guy
thanks for the love, at least i know i'm still valuable to be loved
although its not a great memory and full of lies but i should be thankful, right?
everything make me gain stronger
i can't cry easily now
my heart just like become a lifeless stone, yea.. it's lifeless
i need something to cure it love it and protect it but everything i wish just can be WISH!
1 comment:
What you have stated there is almost what I have or maybe going trough or have went trough...for you expressing it would be the great cure as long you don't keep it in your heart...leave the past behind it will be hard but trusts me what ever you are feeling is you the only one knows...people may see that we are happy and bubbly but the facts will remain...just be strong...the future will always be bright as a shining star, even stars fade away and anew star is reborn...nothing will last...every begining will have an ending that how it is...or every hallo will end wiht a goodbye...
What ever you are feeling rite now is just a small part and will never bring you down...it will only make you strong and wise for the future...
Likewise me even I have been married for 8 years with 2 sons never ever had 1 bad day in our life it still happen this shows nothing will not gurantee us anything...for me all I tought that we will be till death do us path, but I was wrong...I don't blame anyone which I use to blame...but I have to be strong and except it that may be my journey with my wife is only until here...this kind of thing is unpredictable...what will happen tomorrow or the next we can't see...we can only plan and hope for the best...'Life unexpected'...
I am telling you this is to make you realise that there are people who are in more pain but must be strong, you are just 19 there a along way for you ahead...do the best for your future...don't think to much...even if it still pop up in the mind once awhile, trust me it will...make your self busy...
Some times when we are to good to people the will not realise, they always want batter, but when they can't get than they will realise that what they have missed and they will learn too...it to late for them then...
For me if the thing is not ment for you no matter how hard you try you can never get, its the fact of life...you will learn from what you are going trough... Give yourself some time there will be one MR.RITE for you who cares and loves you the way you are will come to your life... likewise me I have my 2 sons to look and care for, since I am takeing care or them...if there is anyone along the way, it will be hard becouse of the chapter in my life that I have to complete...don't want to find a replacement it will bring more heartache for me and my 2 sons...some times I feel batte this way...some times I don't, confusing ha...this is humans nature we can't change...same goes to everyone...
Ok cheer up and don't post sadness...post something enjoying, fun, happy and motivating...trow the past away even its going to be difficult, if you still keep it, it will end no where...gn.
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